Synopsis
Yuka Silvera is an up-and-coming Japanese American Costume Designer. She grew up in Tokyo, Japan, and later married a handsome American man. They have a beautiful half American daughter, and live with their beloved cat Connie boy and puppy Gigi in the Hamptons, New York.
For as long as she’s known, she’s felt that there were audience watching her life, as if she is the star of a film. Perhaps it was the many films she has watched, or maybe it was just the “knowingness.” She’s always had an interest in Spirituality and the mystery of the Universe. She believes in”Oneness,” and interprets life as theatre. She sees life as a story that people play. Souls are like actors, and just like they play different roles in every show, they get different bodies, often different nationalities, and have a different life. The God or the intention of the Universe is the director, who cast Yuka’s soul to play Yuka Silvera in this life. Her soul is the star of Yuka Silvera’s life, and everybody else in her life has signed a contract to be in her story. On the other hand, she is playing a supporting actress in her husband’s life, and maybe, just being an extra in someone else’s life too. Everybody was born with a prewritten script, based on their karma from past lives. We knew what character we were supposed to play in each life, but not many people can remember what they were supposed to do in their lives. How we play/live is up to the person, but we are supposed to love ourselves and be happy. Life is about remembering who we were.
This is a story of Yuka Silvera’s Life.
From her parent’s divorce, her miserable low-self esteemed teenage era, her hopes and dreams of coming to America, struggling to get a job, visa issues, loneliness in a new foreign country, international marriage, giving birth, a midlife crisis, the death of her sister, sickness and her mom’s Alzheimer… she has been through a lot and felt a lot. While she’ll keep learning, she thought her feelings and her realizations, to some people, might be helpful to some degree. She is open to writing from her heart with her sense of humor, and her self-taught philosophy with people. Nothing makes her happier than when someone says what she wrote or said somehow inspired them or cheered them up!
Note: Characters names, the relationships, the locations etc.will be modified for privacy.
シノプシス
東京出身の由花は有望なコスチューム・デザイナー。ハンサムなアメリカ人と結婚し、美しいハーフの娘、それに愛猫のコニーボーイと愛犬のジジとともにニューヨーク郊外のハンプトンズに住む。自然の美しさが魅力のハンプトンズは、富豪や有名人の多い避暑地としても知られる。
いつの頃からか、まるで映画の主人公を演じているかのような、いつも誰かにみられているような気がしていた。映画の見過ぎ？それとも、ただ知っていたのか。精神世界や宇宙のミステリーにはずっと興味があった。一体性（ワンネス）を信じ、人生をシアターに例える。人生とはその人が演じる物語と。
魂は俳優のように、それぞれの人生の物語に配役される。多くの場合、別の人種で、別の身体に入り、別の人生に生まれてくる。神や宇宙の意識と呼ばれるものが監督のように、由花の魂を今世では由花・シルヴェーラ役に選んだのだ。この物語で主演女優を演じ、一方では夫の人生の物語でその妻役を演じている。他の人の人生では、エキストラをしているのかもしれない。
人は、前世からのカルマを元に描かれた脚本を持って生まれてくる。今世でどんなキャラクターを演じるのか知って生まれたけれど、人生の目的を覚えている人はあまりいないらしい。どう演じるか（生きるか）はその俳優（人）次第ではあるけれど、自分を愛して、幸せに生きるのだと学んだ。人生は、本来の自分を思い出すためにあるらしい。
このブログは由花・シルヴェーラの人生の物語。
両親の離婚、劣等感で暗い青春時代、留学、海外での仕事探し、ビザ問題、外国に住む孤独感、国際結婚、出産、中年期にありがちな心理的危機、妹の死、母の認知症‥多くのことを経験し、感じてきた。人生の学びは続くけれど、自分と似た経験をしている人がいるかもしれない、自分の気づきが、少しでも誰かの役に立つのでは、と考えた。心を開いて素直な気持ちを、ユーモアを交えて書いて、シェアしたいと思う。自分の書いたことや言ったことに感化された、元気が出たなど言っていただけた時ほど、由花にとってこれ以上うれしいことはないのであった！
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